You are Irvine! Comfortable whether in social settings or home on the range, you're easygoing and have a good heart. That is one reason everyone seems to adore you. But sometimes you feel like people don't see the real you behind that cowboy hat.
I fit two answers on two questions, but they're crucial o_O
omg omg omg I made a 98 on my Economics test even though I was traumatized by it. You see, there was a comparative advantage problem on the test in the middle, and it involved trade between two imaginary cities, and their names were.... Landia and Scandia. *SCREAMS* I was so scared ;_; I choked in the middle of the test, and people looked at me funny _-_
But I don't care, I was going to die. @_@;;; That's my day for you. ^_^ Time to take more tests *_*
Tuesday, January 29, 2002
*edit* If anyone is reading this post from the past, let's hope she stops blinking @_@. *edit #2* It didn't stop blinking. Anyway, my goddess is Hestia. Look her up when you take the test. See which Greek Goddess you are.
GAAH ;_; My computer froze up and gave me the blue screen of death X_X. I have to start my pretty post all over again -_- Well, what I was trying to say was that I haven't done much of anything in the last week except for study, take notes and tests, write essays, fill out scholarship apps, stress, and watch Kuch Kuch Hota Hai. Everyday. I am so obsessed, I watched the entire movie everyday. And now I have purchased the DVD of it. *puts on a sign that says "obsessed loser"*. In other news, the weather has been absolutely beautiful. All breezy and sunshiney *_*. Yay. One more important thing...IT WAS FERRET'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am going on a test spree now @_@.
Guess what? The hole punch that I searched for all last month or so has been right where I left it in front of me. Arrgh. And maybe I should put some links up on my sidebar? Just a thought.
Yeah my diet is going great -_-. Well, I am eating healthy and light, and exercising, so I guess it's all good. I saw KKHH on my day off yesterday, and I bawled 5 seconds into the movie. I swear, I am such a schmoop. And an internet addict. Otherwise, I would have left Grep and stopped chatting and...well. Back to the movie. I LOVE that movie, I will never get tired of watching it. Ever. It is just so good. *_* And I want to watch a bunch of other movies, like ABCD, Monsoon Wedding, Lajja, Bawandar, Pyar Tune Kya Kiya, Josh...oh my word I still haven't seen Josh, and that is a few years old. @_@;; I better hop to it soon. I'm going to get DVDs, and have a hindi movie marathon. I must tell you it takes a lot of stamina for most people here to get through one 3 hour flick, so they shouldn't try this at home. Or anywhere, for that matter, except maybe in a hospital... I went to dance class again today, and I had fun. As usual. I get a kick out of that class all the time, no pun intended. o_o;; I got home, and it started to rain lightly outside. Pitch-black and all. I just stepped out of my car and I decided to stand in my driveway to see the night sky and feel the night air. It was nice and cool outside, so the breezes coming by helped me to cool off from dance class. And that's when the sprinkle came. I took down my hair and took off my glasses and just stood there in the rain like a weirdo, and it felt great *_*. And then I thought I should look at the sky and put on my glasses to see how fast the clouds were moving. I was just staring at the sky, and I said "Thank You" to nobody in particular, maybe the sky, maybe God. I just needed to say it. Two seconds later, the moon just bursts out of nowhere from the clouds for a full 15 seconds or so, and I was like *_*!!!! It was as if someone had answered me, and it was gorgeous too *_*. There I go again, sounding like some tree-hugger who wants to be one with nature etc etc etc. But it was nice. Then I looked around my neighborhood and was relieved to know that no one had seen me in my state of insanity. @_@;; And yet, here I am telling this to you, whomever you may be. A friend of mine is going to back to Korea (yes, he is Korean and used to live there before he moved here last year) to watch the World Cup. O_O!! Soccer *_* I want to go too ;_; He's learning Japanese currently, and he and I and a few other guys were talking about learning Japanese and characters and stuff in Calculus, that was fun. And the stadium that's being built for the opening game is HUGE. That's not even close to the word that should describe it. I am so happy. I own all the SM manga, and now I am starting to collect the CCS manga. Clamp is wonderful. *_* Yeah. *edit* I just got finished reading the blog Mike. Will she ever get a clue? Seriously. O_O;; And OMG, that site Kley @_@ *dies repeatedly* I am SO horrored. ;_;
Sunday, January 20, 2002
I went to the choir formal last night, it was so much fun! And I got to dance with this one good friend of mine who is incredibly sweet and cute, and he can sing *_*. We slow danced, and he was singing "I Want To Know" while it played, and he was dancing *very* close O_O!! I didn't mind though >D , and he kinda had to since I had taken off my heels and we are about a foot apart in height -_-. I love him so much, he cracks me up. Wonderful friend. ^_^ I want to say Thank You to all who miss me. You're all great friends, and I won't forget you. And Mike, they didn't punish me at all. They just were really worried about me, and with good reason. But I bawled anyway. I have no regrets about calling you or talking to you all, but I felt so rotten for not telling them anything. Gi, to be quite honest, they might not mind my talking to you. But I guess it's a Desi thing. You're a desi, I'm a desi, all is happy and good. Happy and good my ass. But whatever. Oh yeah, I'm not leaving Grep or that bad fanfic blog either. So we have company over. Family friends. The boy of the family started complaining about the math/sci coach again. And I found out that he had broken even more rules. That ass. He angers me so. >_< I'm going to go on a bunny-food diet. Or something like that. Speaking of food...*hungry*
Wednesday, January 16, 2002
It's over. I've been found out. My cell phone bill came in guys. Parents know everything. It wasn't as bad as it could have been, but it's the end. I'll be lucky if I ever get to chat again.
Monday, January 14, 2002
I'M SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A lot of things today have made me happy. Such as: 1) Christi came back!!! YAY!!! 2) My street is now a real street and not sticky tar and gravel 3) My chem test went GREAT 4) There's a rainbow on my computer 5) I am kicking butt in Monopoly, even though it's been a week-long stressful game I'm just HAPPY!!
I thank God for all the happiness and blessings he has bestowed upon me, and I hope that everyone gets to experience the happiness I felt today.
Saturday, January 12, 2002
Guilty as charged. I am now part of that bad fanific blog. What have I gotten myself into? -_-;;; Today was the worst choir competition day EVER. Stupid meanie director/contest manager. How do I hate thee, let me count the ways: 1) You would not let the alternates (us) mingle with the candidates (our friends) 2) You did not provide food for us (You knew we were coming, what were you thinking? That we should starve?) 3) Your behavior towards us (the alternates) and the directors was rude and inexcusable (R-E-S-P-E-C-T) 4) You did not allow cell phones (What are we going to do, call a fellow competitor and tell them what the sightreading is?) 5) You said we are not worthy and you want us to leave, but won't let us go anywhere (You ran us like a Nazi Camp.) 6) You lied by saying contests have been run like this for the last 20 years (Hello, I was at 2 of those last 20 contests, and none of this trash happened. Ever.) What were you thinking? You restricted us with rules that you did not care to explain, and you gave us no legitimate reason for such disrespectful behavior. All of us worked just as hard as the candidates, if not harder. We shouldn't be exiled and treated like crap, we should be cared for and respected like anyone else. You will be hearing complaints, Sir. This is just the beginning. Another person who made me mad - my sister's math/science team coach. Coach my ass. He is a stupid moron. Proof: 1) He didn't announce the start time for the calculator test since it started late, even though he was asked to. Result: Half the competitors did not show up because they were unaware of the new time. 2) He could not explain the exams to the students. Good God, they are just 11 year olds, they don't know Calculus. And he didn't know what he was teaching either. He had no clue how to teach the students how the test works. Result: Numerous confused and frightened young children. 3) He didn't know how to administer tests. READ THE INSTRUCTIONS, DUMBASS. The test stipulates on the front page the test time limit and that students are to receive scratch paper if necessary. Time limits can be changed for UIL tests at different schools, so that I will pass. But no student received scratch paper. The students are supposed to also check the number of problems skipped after time is called. They are allowed to do so. But NO. After the timer went off, you just started collecting tests without checking them to see if they had been counted. Result: Many problems left unanswered due to lack of working room on test packet leading to lower scores. Numerous scantrons also not completely checked because of impatience/stupidity/whatever. This usually leads to disqualification of tests, stupid. When these kids go to REAL meets, what are they going to do? Stupid people make me mad. These gentlemen made me mad. On a brighter note, I saw "The Royal Tenenbaums" last night. That was funny, but it was you-must-think-about-it kind of humor. And it was somewhat ecchi. Ok, really ecchi. Point to specific persons (You know who you are.): Some people I know are thinking that I am getting involved with someone when it's not the case. *ahem* NO, there is NOTHING between us. -_-;; I was reading Kley's blog, and I feel happy that I have enlightened her about The Void. I hit that void a lot. I just can't help it, I just need to keep dancing. It's like some addiction. I think I will go to bed, but I'll get online for a few minutes and let some people tease me again. Losers. >P
Monday, January 07, 2002
I'm feeling better now, I played Monopoly with my family for a while. They came home and comforted with me with food and family love. I'm lucky. And thankful. The chat has gotten really weird, they're in there talking about making these terrible, evil, all-caps fan-fic via group blog. I must say, the idea is creative and funny, but it positively freaks me out how odd it's becoming with the ideas in there. It's a monster, Mike. You should have realized just what you were going to start. @_@;; I'll probably walk back in now...maybe it's toned down?
I just found out today that my best friend's father passed away from cancer. I wish I had been there for her. Mr. Harris, I will miss you and I will never forget you. You were a second father to me. May you rest in peace. I hope Christi calls me soon, I want to talk to her and be there for her. Otherwise, this day has been pretty well. A fairly easy day, Economics was fun. I think I will enjoy this class a lot. Choir practice was a good distraction, I sang to comfort myself. Then I just went home and bawled. If only I had known... ;_;
Sunday, January 06, 2002
Doot doot doot, Christmas break is over, and so is my ignoring of the blog. The calculus exam was easy, the Government could have been better *prays*, and the Chem I heard I did fine on. So maybe I'll be ok for the semester? Perhaps. The break was pretty good, I had a lot of fun. Tracy and Kelly's party was great, but I still haven't given some of them their gifts yet @_@;;; I'm terrible, I should have gone to their houses and done so. But oh well. We went to Houston and I went to an Anime Club meeting there, which my good friend Abi is in. (We stayed at her house.) It was SO much fun!!! Those people are SO funny, and we had a blast. Driving like maniacs, screaming, watching anime, playing at Putt-Putt at 12 in the morning, talking...it was great to meet them all. ^_^ And I learned how to play Dance Dance Revolution, even though I didn't have the guts or the strength to make a fool of myself then, I was so sleepy. -_-;;; That was a good day. I finally went to a Starbucks (I'm so deprived -_-) and I tried a Caramel Apple Cider. Yum *_* I'll finish this up in a sec, Dad calls. Ok, I'm back. But anyway, It was so good, Abi had been choking on it when she had hers earlier that day...drank too much too fast x_x. We got back from Houston, and that night I went to Chad's New Years party. That was a great party. ^_^ We had so many people there, and we pretended to get drunk (PRETENDED ONLY THANKYOUVERYMUCH), played Spades, had a pillow fight, watched Cats & Dogs, and just talked and goofed off. I realized then just how much I missed them and how much I will miss them. *sigh* But I'm just as excited about UTA, and meeting new people. And hopefully meeting up with some familiar people... ^_^;; Which reminds me, JESS AND AMES ARE SO EVIL. EVIL EVIL EVIL. Did I mention EVIL? You just HAD to tell me that last night, and then things got more warped... @_@;; Ok, I'm done. I think I'm obsessed with the theme song for "Charmed" - How Soon Is Now. It's a good song, I like the lyrics and guitar. The little ghost voice in the song is cool too. Hee hee. It's like I can't get enough of it, an addiction of sorts, and that's not the only thing I've been addicted to. I've been addicted to music, to food (it shows -_-;;), to my family and other people close to me...I'm just addicted to life. I just love it.
