In My Head

This day has just been a whirlwind of emotions. This morning I was so cranky and upset, and now I am super happy. ^_^

I started my crankiness last night, when I was just getting tired of school in general. I needed to take a shower after dance class, and I was told to wait so my sister could take her shower. Well, it turned out that my sister hadn't taken a shower, and Dad needed to take one, and I needed to shampoo (really bad X_X), so I was made to wait again while my sister took all of the warm water. @_@ I can't stand that. Then my parents threw a fit and told me not to shampoo my hair so late at night in this cold weather, and I was rebelling and arguing, saying that there would be no problem if I DID shampoo. Honestly, I think I should know at least SOME of my limits. Finally Mom just said she loves me, and I was pacified...until she started telling me not to shampoo again. It was at the greasy, nasty, point-of-no-help point. Shampoo was much needed. So I stalked into my bathroom (a little less angrily, since Mom was being nice), and shampooed my hair, and then I used the hair dryer. Simple task. No headaches, no sinus, no cold...all avoided. (BTW, yesterday was uneventful, except for the fact that it hailed -_- and my sister turned 11 *_*)


This morning I was being SO ignored by my buds, I felt rotten. Then in Chem class, I was talking to a bunch of people and I finally felt so much better. Then I went to Math/Sci. Wow, that was a blast. Mr. Stueart hasn't been here all week ;_; but we had free days. So much fun *_* We started talking about funny things in class, like Adrienne putting on stage makeup that looked like a black eye and a hand wound, how things in Hindi sound SO odd in English, and how we remembered the past. I went out to my car in the parking lot of the school, and I sat in my car. Then I noticed these freaky spider-esque bugs crawling on my windshield. I thought I could drive and they would fly off, but then I noticed one in my lap @_@!! I screamed, whacked it off, and I jumped out of the car. Then I noticed that my car was swarming in these bugs. *dies* I backed away from my car, and then I saw my friend Jessica. She told me about a party at my friend Angie's house, and I was like yay! ^_^ I had been invited to it a while back, but I just found out about it today. LOL I finally got the nerve to climb back into my car, and then I went home, ate a late lunch (no thanks to chem), and then drove to Sarat's house to work on a government project with him, Clayton, and Aaron. I swear, those three crack me up so much. But I griped at Sarat and Aaron under stress because they were goofing off. And today is Sarat's birthday too. -_-;; Oh well. Then we all had an enlightening discussion on religion. I must have been blushing madly, because my ears were burning. And I was so nervous @_@ Honestly, there was no reason to be embarassed, but I guess I didn't realize just how open-minded these guys are about religion, and I should have been at ease. Maybe my subconcious likes one of them? Eh, whatever. I finally got home, and realized that my car had no gas o_o So I got my Dad to drop me off in Clarksville so PT Express could sing, and then from there I went to Angie's house with Gerald and Charmyn. The party was SO much fun! ^_^ I learned how to play Killer, I met a cute doggy (whom Angie dropped w/o realizing it) named Cookie, and I met Angie's sister Lexi. Kawaii *_* Then we played Guesstures, and that was SO much fun! We won XD Then Gerald and I went to BAM while Jess, Charmyn, and Kelly went there in another car. I met Sarah Watson there! I hadn't seen her in forever. ^_^ And then Gerald and I made fun of people we saw trying to make out in BAM >D And then we looked at some magazines, and then he dropped me off at home. And now I just got finished teaching the girls (my sis's sleepover buds) how to play Killer. XD!! We were great. I finally got to wear my senior ring today! It came in the mail *_* But I should sleep. Night! ^_^

On Friday, I went to the luncheon at Kilgore College. Good food *_* Then we listened to the president of the college talk. And then we got to go directly home. Yay ^_^ But I forgot to meet Mandi. Sorry ^_^;;

Today, I went to The Longview Bank and Trust dowtown...and I got lost as soon as I turned out of the parking lot. I called Dad, and got directions. I made it there and home just fine. Yay. ^_^

At practice after school today, someone said I shouldn't be there because I am just an alternate to State tryouts and alternates never get chosen. Bitch. She made me so mad. That really hurt. There is ALWAYS a possibility that I get to sing. And even if I don't, I enjoy singing the music just because. I told her that I wanted to be there to sing even IF I didn't get to try out.

Right after practice was the JETS scavenger hunt. I swear, Adrienne gives "crazy woman driver" a whole new meaning. O_O;; I was hanging on to dear life so many times. XD We won it too. *_* It was fun, marching from Old Navy to Books A Million, screaming in the car, pretending to drive into Andy O_O;; It was great. *sigh* I wish I had been in JETS earlier... =I am so out of the loop. I think Adrienne and Seth are going out. It seemed so obvious to me today *cries* *jealous* I won't get into my sob stories about my love life...lack thereof, really.

Early. That reminds me O_O;;; *screams* GOVERNMENT TEST! X_X Time to go study ;_;

Wow. Third school day in a row where I get to leave school...GOD I LOVE BEING A SENIOR!!

On Thursday we went to go sing in Gladewater. Me, being the kept-in-home kind of girl, I didn't know how to get there. Of course, when I asked, people looked at me funny. But I found out how to get to Highway 80, and then the trouble started. We had to turn off onto a little farm road, and those signs are tiny. I mean tiny. And I never have to use them, or I didn't think I did. Well, we (my passenger friend and I) passed the road and were well on our way to Dallas. X_X I was like CRAP. So we made a turnaround. Even the flaggers didn't know where we needed to go. Finally, I saw the sign for the road, but my friend said we needed to turn at the light. I didn't think she was right, and lo and behold we passed the road again. So I made ANOTHER U-turn, and finally got to the Nursing Home...and my group had JUST finished singing. Damn.

I literally stalked Todd on the way to the Public Library. I'm sorry, I was never exposed to driving out downtown, so I rode his tale on the way there. And he has this AWFUL habit of speeding and constantly swtiching lanes. I nearly got into a wreck. @_@ But I made it there (thank goodness), and then it turned out we weren't singing that day. XO AFTER ALL THAT...

So I cam home, ate lunch, and didn't get lost on the way home either. *proud*

Yea, we sang today too, so I better haul ass back to class. Rhyme o_O I came home again today... ah, I'll tell you when I get home from school. ^_^

Goodness. What a day. This week has just FLOWN by. O_O;;

Sunday night I went to bed at 4:30 in the morning. No thanks to government. And I found out today that I made a 66 on the test in there -_-;; I'm re-taking it on Tuesday. Last night's Christmas Concert was SO awesome though *_*. I was so happy. And sad at the same time, because I will never do that again. ;_;

I was so pissed off today. Things just weren't going my way. In English, Mrs. Rhodes gave me an 80 instead of a 100 on my english major grade notes, and then thought I cheated -_-. The Comp Sci quizzes murdered me, Calculus was just tiring, and Government is not my best subject at all. ;_; I am re-testing on Tuesday. I took a nap and I felt SO much better. I don't think I have ever been so angry in a long time.

EEK I forgot about the stuff I have to do for tomorrow!!!! Choir stuff again -_-;; I get to go sing at foreign places in Longview, then Friday I get to go to a luncheon that the counselor didn't remind me about. I'm sure she doesn't remember that I signed up or anything. *cries* And my living room is a mess @_@. I better pick up the stuff and stash it in my room so Dad doesn't explode. _-_

Blah.

I'm going to bed in a bit. Sleep X_X

Yesterday was so much fun! ^_^ The PT Express went to Wal-Mart to sing in the morning, and then we got free cake and went to McDonalds. Yum *_* And went back to the PT Express class afterwards. I had a chemistry test, but I think I did pretty well on it. ^_^ Last night was the Christmas parade. Boy was I hyper @_@ Seriously, I was screaming at the top of my lungs, pretending to run after a slow float in slow-motion, talking to EVERYONE...and then I went to bed about 1:00 AM. Something was REALLY weird though. There are a lot of a crosswalks downtown where the parade was. Everytime I would reach a crosswalk, it would read "DON'T WALK." Everytime I yelled at the sign though, it would change to "WALK." o_o;; And then, everytime, as soon as I reached the other side, the sign would stop flashing and read "DON'T WALK" again. O_O;;;

This morning I had a math/science meet. It was a so-so meet, but I got a 3rd place in science, a 4th in calculator, and a 5th in number sense. Yay me. ^_^ I realized that the science team needs to get some facts and equations memorized, and that is why I am creating a booklet. A crash course in bio, chem, and phys. It will be good for all of us. Mom's work buddy Alice came over for dinner and to alter Dad's pants. She kept talking about me as if I were a brain, and she told me I was a genius. How embarassing. -_-;; But she is SO sweet and funny. I love her. ^_^

My eyes won't stay open, so good night! ^_^